i let go of you again and yet again
for your ongoing journey
away from mine;
i can’t bind your time
in my world eons away from yours
even though i love you so
and don’t know how
to say goodbye
i see you
in the gentle breeze
in the swish of curtains
in the flying strands of my hair
in the grip of a ladle
in the scent of a flower
in the dancing shadows
in the patter of my step
i think of you
in the moments of joy
as time stands still…
the golden glow of the evening sky
bathes my window sill and the floor within
it steals moments from my memories
wildly rushing through my thoughts
shimmering, prancing through
my mind in embers
fire that burns without an end
spluttering within
i see you gliding through the memory lanes
looming large as you traverse distances
mesmerising tunes capturing
those flowing moments;
i awaken to my soul stirring
to hold you in this
timeless moments in space
never to let you go;
in the slew of emotions
that cloud my thoughts
threatening to pour
my time stands still…
yet stealthily night creeps up
the glow lost in the dark
sill and the floor hidden
i see your silhouette giving me solace
in the light that pushes
through the crevices of my window
the moments dissolve and i know
you have to step into your own world
where i don’t belong
and i won’t let you wait
in my world eons away from yours
as i fold quietly
the awry pages of my memory yet again
i pray for your everlasting happiness
and peace in your space;
through my swirling pain i wonder
will i ever find you again
is it over from now?
my heart whispers
it isn’t over for me
and never shall be…
as i love you so
and don’t know
how to say goodbye
I was not a writer